What Are YOU Doing Here?

Jun 21, 2026    Pastor Jim Szeyller

What Are YOU Doing Here?

1 Kings 19: 1 – 8

1 Kings 19: 9 – 13

June 21, 2026

 

There are moments in life when a question can cut deeper than an answer. Not because the question is difficult. Not because the question is confusing. But because the question reveals something we have been avoiding. One of those questions appears in 1 Kings 19.

 

God asks Elijah, “What are you doing here, Elijah?” Then, a few verses later, again, “What are you doing here, Elijah?” Not once. Twice. It is a question that echoes beyond Elijah.

 

What are you doing here? Not geographically….. spiritually. What are you doing here? Not socially, but emotionally, relationally. What are you doing here? Not politically, not economically, but in terms of discipleship, spiritual growth, and obedience. What are you doing here? What has brought you to this place? Because sometimes our bodies arrive somewhere long after our hearts already got there.

 

Elijah had certainly arrived, not just geographically at Horeb, but also at exhaustion, at discouragement, at disappointment, at the end of….. himself.

 

Just one chapter earlier, as we talked about last week, Elijah stood on Mount Carmel calling down fire from heaven. God answered dramatically. The prophets of Ba’al were defeated. It looked like a revival. If anyone should feel victorious, it should be Elijah.

 

But chapter 19 opens with unexpected words. Ahab has told Jezebel what happened. Furious, Jezebel sends a message to Elijah, “You have one day to live.” Elijah, as faithful and courageous as he was, knew that Jezebel would send all the armies of the north to find and kill him.

 

Elijah runs. The prophet who stood before kings now runs into the wilderness. He sits under a broom tree, crushed and defeated, prays, “It is enough; now, O Lord, take away my life…” How quickly triumph can become despair. How quickly spiritual highs can collapse into emotional lows.

 

Many people know this experience. Lifegiving relationships that turn to a season of caregiving. The optimism of August and September devolves into a difficult year at school. The joys of election followed by a painful season of leadership. The purposefulness of work that changes into the wanderlust of retirement.

Success followed by emptiness. You keep moving. You keep serving. You keep smiling until one day you realize that you are tired in ways that sleep cannot fix.

 

Elijah wasn’t faithless, but he was exhausted. That is an important distinction. Notice God’s first response. God does not lecture. God does not rebuke. God sends an angel.

 

Sleep. Food. Water. Rest. Again, rinse and repeat. Sometimes, the most spiritual thing God does is not give instructions. Sometimes God gives restoration. Before God addresses Elijah’s theology, God cares for Elijah’s humanity. Is there not a transforming grace in that first concern?

 

Eventually, Elijah travels forty days and forty nights to Horeb – to the mountain of God. There, Elijah enters a cave. Now caves can be useful. They provide shelter, protection, or a perceived safe distance from trouble.

 

But caves are also dangerous places to live. People hide in caves. People withdraw in caves.

People protect themselves in caves. Sometimes, physical caves. Sometimes, emotional caves.

Sometimes, spiritual caves.

 

In that cave, God comes to Elijah and asks, “What are you doing here, Elijah?” God already knows. Questions from God are never requests for information. They are….. invitations to reflection. “What are you doing here?”

 

Elijah answers honestly. “I have been very zealous for the Lord…..” Elijah explains. The people have rejected God. The covenant between God and God’s people is broken. The prophets are dead and, “I, Elijah, alone am left.” Now they want to kill me as well.

 

Notice something in Elijah’s description of the situation. Elijah tells facts, but he also states conclusions. Facts mixed with interpretation. That happens to us also. We say, nobody cares, nothing changes, I’m all alone, I’m the only one trying. Nothing good is ahead. Slowly, disappointment and false conclusions become identity and a presumed reality.

 

Elijah believes he is alone, but later God reveals there are thousands still faithful. The feelings of Elijah were real. But his conclusions were incomplete. That matters. Because exhaustion often narrows vision. When we are depleted, everything feels permanent. Temporary pain becomes a seemingly permanent truth.

 

So God does something remarkable. He tells Elijah, “Go stand on the mountain.” God is coming.

Then, at the mountain, comes the wind - a violent wind. But the Lord was not in the wind. Then an earthquake, but the Lord was not in the earthquake. Fire, but the Lord was not in the fire. In all of the typical Old Testament ways – wind, earthquake, fire – God was not there. Then - a sound. Sheer silence. A gentle whisper, and Elijah, knowing that he is now in the presence of God, covers his face.

 

This is extraordinary. Extraordinary because Elijah’s recent experience with God had been spectacular. Fire from heaven. Public victory. Power. Yet now God appears differently. Not absent – but very, very different.

 

God was teaching Elijah, just as God is teaching us, that you cannot live on dramatic moments alone. God is teaching Elijah, and us, that we must learn to hear God in quiet places. Sometimes we are so busy, so demanding, that the white noise of our lives drowns out the gentle whispers of God.

 

That may be especially important for those of us who are used to shaping the world around us. Working hard, practicing hard, striving for accomplishment – we are a people who often feel as though God is most present in action, achievement, results, in visible success.

 

But Horeb reminds us that God often speaks where there is silence. Not every season is Mount Carmel. Some seasons are caves. Some seasons are wilderness. Some seasons feel quieter. But quiet does not mean abandonment. The whisper is no less powerful than the fire. But there is a difference. The whisper requires a relational closeness.

 

God asks again, “What are you doing here, Elijah?” Same question. Why does God ask twice? Because hearing God doesn’t automatically change us. Sometimes we repeat our story. Sometimes God invites us to hear ourselves, to hear our words, to hear our story again.

 

Elijah gives essentially the same answer, but now something is changing. God begins sending him forward. There is more work. More calling. More people. More future. Elijah thought his story was ending, but God knew it was just transitioning.

 

Maybe that is where this question meets us. What are you doing here? If God asked you today - not with accusation, not with judgment, but with compassion - how would you answer?

 

What brought you here? Habit? Social opportunities? Fear? Disappointment? Grief? Success that left you empty? Have you been hiding in a cave? Have you mistaken fatigue for failure? Have you concluded that God is absent because God doesn’t seem to be speaking the way God once did – as, perhaps, you are used to or comfortable with?

 

Friends, perhaps God’s question is not condemnation. Perhaps it is an invitation. What are you doing here? Think – reflect deeply and then bring to God the answer as an offering of truth.

God can handle the truth; God seeks nothing less from us.

 

Elijah did not lose God’s love because he admitted despair. He discovered God’s presence there. Maybe God is asking another question underneath the first. Not only - what are you doing here -  but also, will you come out?

 

Will you hear the still quiet voice of God and come out of your cave of isolation, of resignation? Will you hear the voice of God and come out of the exhaustion and disappointment that leads you to think that your future is over?

 

Come out and stand where God speaks.

 

For many believers in the midst of disappointment or in the later seasons of life, there is a subtle temptation to believe that our time of usefulness is behind us. But Scripture consistently tells another story.

 

God still calls. God still sends. God still forms, equips, and renews. God does so not because our strength is unlimited, but because God’s presence and power are.

 

Elijah came expecting fire; he found a whisper. Elijah came expecting judgment; he found care and compassion. Elijah came to Mt Horeb – to that cave - expecting the end, but instead he found renewal and new purpose.

 

Friends, that is the invitation for us today. To stop long enough to hear God ask, “What are you doing here?” To get off the hamster wheel of mindlessness that is life for far too many of us and sit, and be still, and to think deeply and then answer God’s question honestly. And then….. wait.

 

Because sometimes, the next chapter begins not in the earthquake - but in the silence. Amen.